tired much?

tired much?, originally uploaded by Falyn Cahall.

And I found him sleeping just like this. preciousness. It's moments like this that make my heart swoon. And yes that is a PINK and white pacifier. When you're in desperate need, and pink is all they have left at Target, PINK will do just fine. This summer...the pacifier will disappear. Poor guy. I didn't have a problem with Evan. Evan was never attached like Lucas is. We took Evan's away right after he turned two and didn't have a problem. But with Lucas....completely different. It's his comfort...he's got his nunee(what we call the pacifier), his strawberry shortcake blankie(IT WAS MINE WHEN I WAS LITTLE, he kinda claimed it when he was six months old. And I know what you're all thinking....poor guy, he's got a pink nunee and a strawberry shortcake blanket....this kid is gonna have a complex when he grows up, but he's two, he doesn't know the difference....YET), and he plays with his hair....those are his three comforts. He needs those three things when he goes to sleep at night.

I've been neglecting my blog as of late. TO tell you the truth...it really has slipped my mind. I've been away from the computer the past few weeks....well away from the internet. I'm beginning to realize the internet can be a bad thing for my wallet. I've been extremely busy. I had two shoots the past few weeks and just finished up editing all of the photo's, made the announcements, and I just got a call yesterday for a shoot this weekend. After that I have two scheduled for May, and a wedding *GASP* in July. I'm really excited, and really nervous about it all. I'm confident, and yet I have doubts. I told myself I will NEVER do weddings...but it is for a friend of a friend, and it suppose to be really small and casual...a BEACH wedding....how exciting! So I said I would do it. Nerves, nerves, and more nerves...

I've just been thinking about things alot...prioritizing....realizing things....thinking, and more thinking. I got another mini promotion at work two weeks ago...and it's exciting...but I'm thinking...wow, am I really getting in too deep with this job? I know it's not something I want to do for the rest of my life....I really only plan to be there a few more years....but if I keep on taking these mini promotions...will I be able to quit in 5 years time? I wonder....

I hope you are all well...

And for you Lost watchers.....it's getting good again!!!!! :) xoxo